Decision 1: Get the master suite ready, in anticipation of the need to house-share.
Decision 2: Rip up the carpets and stain the concrete - which should be complete by mid-July.
Decision 3: Divest myself of the Ethan Allen furniture circa 1984 from a marriage that has been over for more than 22 years...
In anticipation of the major mess next week during the flooring re-do, and the need to empty rooms of furniture, books, and life's ephemera, I felt a major weight lift when I said to myself: "What if I DIDN'T need to hire someone to help me put all the heavy stuff back? Why don't I just let it all go?" Whoa.
Stuff. It's just stuff. (which Jay reminded me, last night) I am moving forward to the next chapter, now, and I actually can't wait to have some breathing room for FOCUS. I do crave the simplicity, and in the meantime, it is also what I HAVE to do. (I accept that I need help financially, and that I must share my space with another.)
Goodbye stuff; you've been great to look at - and now I don't need you anymore. Go forth and bring satisfaction to another!